missing a gear
Have you ever felt your mind slip?
Like you just missed a gear?
I have...
And then life became so unclear.
A perfect and complete symphony
orchestrated in my mind's tapestry
my picture of life
Lost to it's brutal irony
But you will not win,
You will not beat me,
I am stronger than you,
I must be, out of necessity.
I will revel in your self-destruction
Test everything for yourself
Trust in nothing
Experience what this life offers
and take what works for you.
I have now questioned my path.
My carefully laid plan
once so clear.
Time for me to visit the atlas again.
I once knew the way
Pushed so many away
But it's irrelevant,
I will find my way.
I am not perfect
I do not try to be
I have failed oh so many
I am only human
and because I am human, I will revel in your self-destruction
Whether you know it or not,
You have shat on my carefully crafted life
Like a drunkard not aware of himself
you have caused so much strife.
You have caused me to question my path
My plan...
My atlas...
My faith...
My fiber...
And because of all this, I will revel in your self-destruction
Have you ever felt your mind slip?
Like you just missed a gear?
I have...
And then life became so unclear.